Today

Today is the day I start taking back my life. i have lived in fear for too long: fear of inadequacy, fear of failure, fear of regret, fear of the unknown. I refuse to live i fear any longer. Today I start living for me. I will put pen to paper for me, with no thought of how others will perceive my work. I'll write for me. I will look for a place of my own and not stick to what is known and easy. I will find a place that feels like home and where I can express myself by decorating. Its time to find a new job while I search for a career. Some people touch my life briefly, and others are here forever. I will enjoy each relationship for as long as it is in my life, but focus on the lasting ones. It is okay to be generous, but I will no longer be taken advantage of. Its time to expect to get as good as I give. This is my time to be a little selfish and focus on ME.